One Dead Duck

He told me on our first night together..don't fall in love with me..well guess what? I have fallen for him..and not just a little fall..a hard thump..hehehe

This morning we've met for the 5th time in only 3 weeks..3 meetings this week..just being near him is enough..to be able to see him..to smell him..to just cuddle him..I cried after we made love..cried because I am happy I have found him..sad because it will be another 5 weeks before I can see him again..

Going to keep busy the next few weeks so that I don't think about him..yes I think that is the way to go..